Things Will Never Change...

You walked out of my life, never said a goodbye
Now I'm here wondering why
You were never was there like a father would be
Never had anything nice to say
Always made me cry
By the cold words you have to say
You done my mother wrong
Don't even think of how she feels inside
Never cared, Never will
My heart is broken, into these million pieces
Because of what you turn into
An alcoholic that is abusive
Who would never change
Who will never care
I was beating over and over
It made me afraid to even try to be close
I could never speak a word
Without something mean coming out
I wanted a father who would do things with me
Even going fishing together or to a movie
But I know I'd never get that, no matter how hard I try
So I'll sit here and wonder, if I'd get that chance soon
Before it's all to late to do
It's my one wish
But I'm afraid to ask
With out him making up stories to not go...

Just wish I could say I love you Dad...